At times I would catch her sitting down, staring into space and I'd ask her "Anon, wat's on your mind?" and she'd respond "Love. You know, there have been times when I'd get this strong sensation in my chest when I saw him, when I spoke with him and even when I thought of him, and I'd wonder to myself..could this be heart burn? But then I 'd think logically and realize, heart burn could never feel this good. A hug has never felt so safe, a kiss, so meaningful, filled with those "three words" written in the largest font imaginable, a look has never said so much. WHAT THE HECK IS THIS?" "I think you're in love, I'd say" "I can't be, she retort. I'm not allowed to do such a thing. I'm not allowed to love that deep, I have yet to love myself in such a way." confused...I'd say "huh?" "Don't cut me off", she interjects. "I can't crave another being, I have yet to truly believe in my own crave potential" And u say this why?..."because if I did...he'd be head over heels, talking to someone about me...."
The moral of the story is: Everything in life is obtainable until you stop believing that you deserve it. When you know your worth, others will know as well.
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